03 February 2011

i feel shitty



this is just my blog.

please don't judge me.

rather, understand me.

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UNDER RECONSTRUCTION..

alam ko naman na wala kayo pakealam sa blog ko kaya please ignore it if you do.

28 May 2010

self-pity 1,000,000,000#

06:51 pm..i haven't got the slightest piece of idea on how will i start this entry. but i started it anyway.


perhaps those "avid" readers of this blog is getting sick of my randoms rants and wants. perhaps may you give me the room of your considerate patience or perhaps, just click the X button on the upper-right portion of the window and say BULLSHIT!


lately, i've been having worries and ghosts inside my mind that would eat me whole and breathing anytime soon.. MONEY, MONEY, CAREER and yes, MONEY.


MONEY- that's what makes the world go round.


if you have MONEY, you have friends- alive and kicking


if you have MONEY, you can secure your future, you can turn your world around, you can even buy a pill to make you feel better.


MONEY makes other people worship you. if you have nothing, they would just stare at you its as if you didn't exist. Without the mask of the "great paper", people would look down on you, fool you, pour their disgust on you.




MONEY MONEY...i dont have that..merely, that means, i dont have anything. now i know why the world has treated me so prickly cruel.

26 April 2010

sana..

i wish that you would just leave. boys will be boys, i know what you would do and the things that you're  capable of doing. 


WHAT ARE YOU STILL DOING HERE IF YOU'RE NOT SURE ? 

my feelings, would be based according unto yours..im confused, im tired..i don't want to be played around because i never played around myself..

i want to be sure about something, and im not sure about you, im not sure about what you feel, hence i'll be confused as well..

don't mention the "L" word unconciously because im an innate weakling..geez..

don't foster in my longing for nothing if you can't promise forever..

11 April 2010

fizz it up

This summer, intense heat and thirst are to be expected. We need to be quenched properly to the extent that our shit's got to give in.

El Nino + intense climate change+ pollution (of all sorts) + your mom's litany + your sis' unbearable "bitchiness" (or your bro's "bastardness") = 


WELCOME TO HELL

 There's just one thing I'm lovin this summer
nope, not another BASTARD.
but this,


for 20 bucks, tons of chewy aloe bits will celebrate in your mouth. Yes, it's a celebration of hydration and "pleasure".. 

 Available in Strawberry and White Grape (the grape is sensational), you won't even think of STARBUCKS once you started the experience. 


enjoyyyy!



 

17 March 2010

can you explain the accuracy??????PLEASE?

im not planning to blog on this..but.....im not assuming anymore but..


a few minutes ago, out of the blue, i got curious to found my top stalkers on Facebook using an application Top Stalkers..and below are the results..:

1. Click here for points (for sure this is my good friend paolo)
2. Miks Casal 
3. Nonilon Galasao 
4. Mike Dimaano 
5. Gabby Tamba Calipes 
6. Jayes Tuey 
7. Jekxjek Brutality 
8. Stephen Carag 
9. Amado Unisa III 
10. Jediael Zion Morales Quiane 



But have you seen the one with the underline? 


"mi hindi ko nga nilagyan ng underline yan eh..at lalung lalong hindi ko na sya friend sa Facebook!"


to check the accuracy, and the credibility of this, i also tried another application on Facebook which was Valentines on Facebook wherein they will track the people who are active on posting on your wall (which i guess is the same thing that applies to the first app that i tried) and here are the results:





  • Jekxjek Brutality
    Jekxjek Brutality
  • Pao del Rosario
    Pao del Rosario
  • Apit Tizer
    Apit Tizer
  • Gabby Tamba Calipes
    Gabby Tamba Calipes
  • Chelseagrin Naz Tagle
    Chelseagrin Naz Tagle
  • Miks Casal
    Miks Casal

  • Jayes Tuey
    Jayes Tuey
  • Eric Tutaan
    Eric Tutaan
  • Butch Calmerin
    Butch Calmerin
  • Nonilon Galasao
    Nonilon Galasao
  • William Barry Codera
    William Barry Codera
  • Saloompah S. Saloompah
    Saloompah S. Saloompah

the list above are all of my friends and people who are active and had post a lot on my wall..so, how can you explain to me what happened in a very logical explanation?


12 March 2010

top six favorite songs

you know me. i got an array of weird playlists ranging from A-Z, i know some of them aren't interesting to the common crowd but i hope you'll share the same for music as me..


6. Chizuru - The Gazette (japanese rock)


i want the crispiness of the percussions here. not quite common for a rock song which is common for its sometimes jangling discords. and the innate sex in the voice of Ruki (in the middle of photo) is just scintillating, i just love the niponggo male voice! fuck the language, music is the UNIVERSAL LANGUAGE.. Interesting beat too!


Killer Line : No killer lines, Niponggo is way too confusing!



(my saliva is dripping..)


5. Fire Woman - Hungry Young Poets/ Barbie Almalbis (opm, alternative)


one of my life's soundtrack. the melody is just what I looked for in a song. it tells here that the singer can't fall for someone who's offering love to her because she haven't got anything but rain and pain to give.

Killer Line : "i wanna give you love but all I have is rain"





4. The Rain - Missy Elliot (Old school Hip-Hop)


yeah she's old school rap. but haven't you notice the nice smooth rhythm along with dynamic syllabication of lyrics? Unlike the usual rap artists nowadays, missy elliot has no boring parts specially in this track. it will drive you crazy and will make you ask for more.



Killer Line: "beep beep, who got the keys to the jeep? v-r-rrrrrrrooooom!"


3. Protection - Massive Attack (triphop)

a refreshing intro perfect for a dull, rainy day or a dewy morning walk. Hard to download though.





killer line : "And I've leaned on me for years now you can lean on me"




2. Norwegian Wood - The Beatles (old school rock)


do I really have to explain? they're the Beatles!? I like this song because it has this calm effect on me and I always look for the 2nd time Paul McCartney utters the word, "Norwegian Wood".



Killer Line: "norwegian wood"


1. The Only Exception - Paramore


yeah.yeah. I don't really like the band but this songs tells what my heart says. I can feel my heart stops every time the chorus arrives..It really made me cry BIG TIME..


Killer Line: "Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream,you are the only exception"







the witch has been discouraged...

okay call me happy-go-lucky but since i was in first grade I've been like this
but hey I can't let myself slide down  the biggest C- of my life..
not in college..


lately I'm really trying BIG TIME HARD to produce some kind of an article for the unseen readers of our daily.


takbo dun, byahe dito, sulat dyan..


but the effort is still none sense
a friend said that the journey and experience itself is the prize and the publishing thing is just THE BONUS..
but what if people around you just had a factory of ideas and good mindset when it comes to writing?


you can't help but to be just blown away by the loud murmur in your ear saying


",wala ka talagang kwenta!"


"wala kang pag-asa!"


"mas magaling sila sayo kaya ganun.."


I'm already aware of that but I'm still trying and the same disappointing results still keep on bombarding. I just want to publish even just one article just to make my mom proud of me and to keep my aunt sustaining my tuition..


damn it's indeed a fucking cunning game...