the witch has been discouraged...

okay call me happy-go-lucky but since i was in first grade I've been like this
but hey I can't let myself slide down  the biggest C- of my life..
not in college..


lately I'm really trying BIG TIME HARD to produce some kind of an article for the unseen readers of our daily.


takbo dun, byahe dito, sulat dyan..


but the effort is still none sense
a friend said that the journey and experience itself is the prize and the publishing thing is just THE BONUS..
but what if people around you just had a factory of ideas and good mindset when it comes to writing?


you can't help but to be just blown away by the loud murmur in your ear saying


",wala ka talagang kwenta!"


"wala kang pag-asa!"


"mas magaling sila sayo kaya ganun.."


I'm already aware of that but I'm still trying and the same disappointing results still keep on bombarding. I just want to publish even just one article just to make my mom proud of me and to keep my aunt sustaining my tuition..


damn it's indeed a fucking cunning game...