revitalization

i erased my previous blog posts. after that fiasco that happened days ago. god.im so over with the tragedies and mistakes i made in my past. wonder dog is now my present and I love him so much and i would do everything for him to feel that. he is so darn special among the other fishes in the sea. he brought out the best in me. and my life has never been this good again since 00'.
i wish he could read this one.but it doesn't matter.he just don't realize how much i love him.no words could explain how this man did his magic on me.more than marvelous.we laughed like there's no one around.his smile is the brightest of all i've seen (have you seen his teeth when he smiles? you should see it.though it's very rare).very humble.sincere. very concern with his family and friends.very sweet. if he would leave me the next time around, he would be the second regret in my life though my motto is, " NO REGRETS ". well the first regret that i had was, playing VOLLEYBALL. Maybe there are instances we could say that the new love we had is different from those we had before..but who are we to conclude the ending, right? All that I'm sure is, I won't leave him, unless he ask me to.