i waved Mr. Potato goodbye

i am now convince that i needed nothing more than my mp3, water and some good friends that can deal with my twisted crying-in-betweens. i asked God how come i don't have shield for toxic guys. Ironically, a week after, my prayer was heeded in a very painful way. the process i went through was really drastic  that i thought of putting the famed "slashes". if you know what i mean..


and i just made a semi revamp on my page just to make it presentable for the new atmosphere and challenges it will encounter soon.

derived from the book entitled "I Waved Dating Goodbye," this recent blog post means a lot to me. As for the previous months I learned so much of life's lectures and met so much people including the Ted Bundy look alike which really scared the heck out of me.of course i was just kidding.

i thought i met the "Richard Gere" of my life, the "Hugh Grant" of my eyes and the Keanu Reeves of my Sweet November. i admit that i'm still sad that he turned out to be just another supporting character in a chapter in the novel of my life.for all the people who went against us? cheers guys, you pretty much won the fight and all your curses are heeded by satana..haha

anyway, im back from being the same old carleen again who don't have to please anyone. and im proud i was back home without realizing that i left home..

the strongest advice that i received that made me felt better was:

"HAPPINESS IS AN OPTION"

thanks ed, ur the best :))

-am here back in lowercase,verdana..same old hue..:)