self-pity 1,000,000,000#

06:51 pm..i haven't got the slightest piece of idea on how will i start this entry. but i started it anyway.


perhaps those "avid" readers of this blog is getting sick of my randoms rants and wants. perhaps may you give me the room of your considerate patience or perhaps, just click the X button on the upper-right portion of the window and say BULLSHIT!


lately, i've been having worries and ghosts inside my mind that would eat me whole and breathing anytime soon.. MONEY, MONEY, CAREER and yes, MONEY.


MONEY- that's what makes the world go round.


if you have MONEY, you have friends- alive and kicking


if you have MONEY, you can secure your future, you can turn your world around, you can even buy a pill to make you feel better.


MONEY makes other people worship you. if you have nothing, they would just stare at you its as if you didn't exist. Without the mask of the "great paper", people would look down on you, fool you, pour their disgust on you.




MONEY MONEY...i dont have that..merely, that means, i dont have anything. now i know why the world has treated me so prickly cruel.